It makes me wonder... why all of a sudden? I am trying not to think ill of you... but your timing is really bad!!
posted by michael at 11:28 PM .
6 months later they found out!! it took them that long... but in the end they found out anyways. Funny. It only took one person, then, as expected, everything follwed. I've been warned... I didn't listen. sssshhhhh... pls. don't tell anyone else I want some of my post to remain hidden. I need a window for my feelings that wont hurt other people!! BTW, I applied for UST med school today!! I saw May Camaclang! she was still the same old May, soft-spoken and probably still freakishly smart!!
Also saw Hera and Charsa... will probably hook up with them soon!
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Do I Get What I Deserve?
Yes... but it's not KARMA nor predestination, Its simply cause and effect!! A thought easily understood by all... it makes life less complicated. No need to think and over-analyze.
posted by michael at 9:58 PM .
Wednesday, September 28, 2005
Why am I always affected?
I shouldn't be...
I'm stronger than this!!
I will be...
All I need is TIME!! Soon I will forget!
posted by michael at 9:05 PM .
Saturday, September 24, 2005
Helena My chemical Romance
Long ago Just like the hearse, you died to get in again We are so far from you
Burning on just like a match you strike to incinerate The lives of everyone you know And what's the worst, you take from every heart you break (heart you break) And like a blade you stain Well, I've been holding on tonight
[chorus] What's the worst that I could say Things are better if I stay So long and goodnight So long and goodnight
Came a time When every star fall brought you to tears again We are the very hurt you sold And what's the worst, you take from every heart you break And like a blade you stain Well, I've been holding on tonight
[chorus]
Well, if you carry on this way Things are better if I stay So long and goodnight So long and goodnight
Can you hear me? Are you near me? Can we pretend to leave and then We'll meet again, when both our cars collide
[chorus]
Anyone else know this song?? I really like it... Hoy leah... wla 'tong meaning sakin, gusto ko lang tlga yung song
posted by michael at 8:27 PM .
Thursday, September 22, 2005
Some people are just annoying! Si BEYBI... AKA MAHAL!! Good thing I know how to keep my cool! buti nlang mabait bf mo samin!!
Be sensitive... you are not frank... you are just plain TACTLESS!!
posted by michael at 9:43 PM .
Sunday, September 18, 2005
Congratulations to the UST Women's Chess Team and the Salinggawi Dance Troupe!!
CHAMPION!!
I'm proud to be a THOMASIAN! GO USTe...
411... I'm a Junior Sport Psychologist for the UST chess team!
posted by michael at 9:41 PM .
Friday, September 16, 2005
Why are people so PARANOID?
I'm a good person... to those I consider my friends!!
If you're my friend... don't worry! I will try to help out... but most of the time, empathy is all I can give!!
To everyone else... SORRY!
I know people can't help it, but to over analyze when things are plain and simple won't do anything good for anyone!!
Don't think about it!!
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To belong is really hard, especially when there are boundaries that are unseen but are always felt!!Good thing I've stopped trying to belong... really unhealthy!!
Damn... Thought this phase was all over... funny how small things create large ripples!
posted by michael at 4:28 PM .
Wednesday, September 14, 2005
I wanted to post something about "thinking of doing something, but having no guts to actually do it!!"
Sadly, I couldn't compose my thoughts properly...
maybe another day!!
Its the that time of the year again when I frequently have mood swings... I have no idea what causes it... the weather? Maybe!! Currently, I'm at my pessimistic episode. Hopefully this episode will only last about a month, before another one.
I'm afraid of your thoughts yet I always want to know what they are.
posted by michael at 8:41 PM .
Friday, September 09, 2005
NADUKUTAN AKO NG CELLPHONE SA DAPITAN...
PUT*NG IN*!!
To a friend: I miss your smile... havent seen it lately!
posted by michael at 8:47 PM .
Thursday, September 08, 2005
I was talking to a good friend of mine I really like talking to her my friend told a lot of stories. a lot of them, in my opinion were funny I thought my friend was making me laugh and it was inevitable that I'd laugh and so I did... I laughed hard! She stopped and starred Then my friend asked, "why are you laughing?" "is something funny?" "Coz I thought you were funny," I replied. "Weren't you trying to be funny?" "What made you think I was funny?" "I'm not trying to make you laugh" "Its the way you umm... and the stories... nevermind!!" "Wait, that's impossible... you knew your stories were funny" "You really thought my stories were funny... and I was trying to make you laugh?" "Umm... yeah, I actually did!!" "And I did laugh" "So you really weren't trying to make me laugh?" I added. .... "Not one bit!!" "Oh.. Ok... stupid me!" "Sorry... don't mind that I did. Please continue what you were saying."
My friend did..
Good thing I got that all cleared out... Coz I didn't know what was more embarrassing, laughing at something that wasn't funny or thinking that this person was actually making me laugh by telling me all these funny stories??
posted by michael at 10:24 PM .
Saturday, September 03, 2005
When one gets to know others, one should get to know oneself better...
Social Comparison... at its best!!
lately, I've realized that my sense of pride, which I've thought to be really inflated, pales in comparison and is actually insignificant and small compared to others'...*winks*
Wow, I just realized I have no convictions... damn!!
just a thought
If nobody cared to ask, too bad - I got hurt by this