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Monday, May 31, 2004


so i went to UST to finish my pre-enrollment advicing. but before i went there, i called up the Psych Department to ask what time was the advicing... wrong move!!! Sir De Guzman answered the phone, and as the conversation went by, the topic suddenly shifted to my priorities and and my psychological well-being. It all ended up with him scolding for my lack of enthusiasm in my major subjects. and i was like "wtf?" anyhow, i knew he was just looking out for or something. long story short, i did finish the advicing process which lasted only for about 10 minutes.

ironic that i had to endure 30 minutes of traffic, just to finish the whole process in less than half the travel time it took me to go there.
 
posted by michael at 10:19 PM .

Sunday, May 30, 2004


My family goes to the mall every weekend. And so to speak, they're at the mall right now! And as usual, I only go with them if I have set my eyes on something to buy. They go to the mall for every girly reason you can come up with. Its either they're out there buying something or they're doing something to quench their narcissistic thirst. Or they could be buying groceries. *go figure* A facial or a manicure and a pedicure or maybe both, believe me nothing quite compares to my mom's hygienic and highly outrageous needs.

One time, my mom actually bribed me to go and have a facial. Knowing that money makes me very weak, she was willing to give me 500 bucks. And true to my convictions, I cave-in. I couldn't help it. It was a win-win situation for me. I'll get my faced cleaned and at the same time, I'll get 500 bucks. There was nothing to lose, right? Wrong!!!

I almost lost every inch of my sanity!! The pain!!! The horrible pain!! Don't get me wrong, I knew facials were somewhat painful, but no story, no warning, nothing could warn about the pain I would have to endure when having a facial. It was simply too much for me. I wanted to scrape my face off, and they could just give it back to me when their finished. Anyhow, the whole process lasted about 45 minutes. And it was 45 minutes of hell. My nose was horrifically numb, my face was tomato red, and to top it all up, I wasn't allowed to wash my face!!! Major bummer!!! I can still feel that metal thing they use to clean your face with!!! The pain!!! Let's put it this way, I am willing to get circumcised twice, no make it three times, than get a facial!! That's how painful it was!!!

But guess what? The end product was kinda nice. Two days after the initial facial, your skin feels clean and it was nice!!! So kudos to my mom!!!

And oh yeah. I almost forgot, I just bought "The Return Of The King" VCD. Not enough money for the DVD version. Hehehe. When I got home, I immediately watched it, and I was teary eyed sob sob!!! TOLKIEN RULES
 
posted by michael at 7:38 PM .

Friday, May 28, 2004


couldn't post anything for the past few days cuz our PC is still busted, so i've been using my mom's laptop, which is really freakin SSSSSLLLLLOOOOOWWWW!!!! anyhow, i still went to ust knowing that i couldn't enroll, but i went anyways just to finish the advicing process. i met up with trish, who didnt enroll eventhough she could have (dont know why!!) she dicided to enroll on monday. when i got to the main building, i quickly got an advicing form and filled it up, but when i was about to submit it... ha! surprise, there was a small note at the faculty door sayng "dr. De Guzman will be entertaining irregular students on monday (may 31, 2004)" major bummer!!! so i just when home since i couldn't accomplish anything that day!!!

eventhough i practically didnt see the sun, it was really a hot day. it was so humid. i was sweating so much that when i got home, i couldn't resist taking a shower!!!
 
posted by michael at 8:17 PM .

Wednesday, May 26, 2004


been listening to this song for quite awhile now... i downloaded it in kazaa, and i was so surprised at the lyrics of the song!!! talk about deep brooding anger... just read it!!!

fuck it (by:eamon)
See i dont, know why, i liked you so much
I gave you all, of my trust
I told you, i loved you, now thats all down the drain
Ya put me through pain, i wanna let u know that i feel


Fuck what i said it dont mean shit now
Fuck the presents might as well throw em out
Fuck all those kisses, it didnt mean jack
Fuck you, you hoe, i dont want you back

Fuck what i said it dont mean shit now
Fuck the presents might as well throw em out
Fuck all those kisses it didnt mean jack
Fuck you, you hoe, i dont want you back


You thought, you could
Keep this shit from me, yeah
Ya burnt bitch, i heard the story
Ya played me, ya even gave him head
Now ya askin for me back
Ya just another hag, look elsewhere
Cuz ya done with me

repeat chorus

Ya questioned, did i care
You could ask anyone, i even said
Ya were my great one
Now its, over, but i truly mean im sad
It hurt real bad, i cant sweat that, cuz i loved a hoe

repeat chorus

nice song right? hehehe... i just like the stupid song so dont read between the lines!!!! i mean you SD!!!! hehehe...
 
posted by michael at 10:02 PM .

Tuesday, May 25, 2004


just uploaded some pics.... just linked them link
 
posted by michael at 6:02 PM .

Monday, May 24, 2004


We had everything planned out. We were going to get our grades then proceed to play badminton. We even had it planned minute by minute. Ha!!! I guess planning in advanced is really overrated. So we proceeded to play badminton even though we haven't gotten our grades yet. That was plan B: play now, worry about grades later.

This time, Laura and Phnas couldn't come with us, but in replacement, we had Gay and Lynard, which I was really thankful for (will explain later). playing badminton the second time around was fairly easy, It doesn’t mean I'm starting to be really good at it, it just means that this time, I could actually hit the shuttlecock (hurray for me).

Pai had a really insane idea *I don’t mean literally* of doing like a doubles round robin type tournament!!! *that's how competitive and serious they are* so everybody agreed. One problem, there were only seven of us. So we opted to compromise by having Jelo pick and have two doubles partners since he was the best player among us.

Round 1
Jelo and I vs. SD and gay (winner: Jelo and I)
Jelo and Lynard vs. Pai and Ness (winner: Pai and Ness)

Round 2
SD and Gay vs. Pai and Ness (winner: Pai and Ness)
Jelo and I vs. Pai and Ness (winner: Pai and Ness)

So everybody got their ass kicked by "Super duo Pai and Ness." Goes to show that's its always wrong to underestimate your opponent. Wait, I didn't!!! anyway!!!

After playing for more than two hours, we headed out to Pai's place (again) for lunch. At Pai's we were treated like royalty, good food... wait, great food, nice company and the best part, everything was for free!!! *kapal namin noh?*

After that great lunch, we went to UST to meet up with Trish who got our grades for us. Then spontaneously after, we decided to watch Shrek 2 at SM north/west!!! Shrek was really really really funny. I was laughing all throughout the whole movie. The spoofs, the punch lines, the overall plot... it was hilarious.

So I went home at around 7. all bruised up and with so much body pain, but I guess it was worth it, cuz I really had fun!!!!


 
posted by michael at 10:49 PM .

Friday, May 21, 2004


its only been less than a week since my summer classes ended, and i haven't even felt relaxed and rested, yet there is this big part of me that is looking for something to do... wake up early and go to class or study for a quiz perhaps!!! dont get me wrong, i do cherish the fact that i have nothing to worry about but weighing the pros and cons, i'd rather worry about something and be productive than do be a couch potato with nothing to do!! with that in mind, i made up a list of things to do to continue my already (somewhat) productive summer....

1. must not watch TV for more than 3 hours a day... GOD help me!!!
2. must not surf the net for more than 2 hours a day... hmmmm...
3. play badminton at least once a week!!!
4. watch a movie at least once a week!!!
5. stop daydreaming... i do it a lot!!!
6. finish reading a whole novel!!! and finally (drumroll)
7. try to lose some lbs. hehehe...(pray for me)

hopefully before regular classes resumes... i would have followed or accomplished half of what i intend to do!!! i just really need to prove something to myself!!!

 
posted by michael at 10:56 PM .

Thursday, May 20, 2004


Wrote this last Monday night!!!!

Today was my last day of summer class in Chem lec. Today we also had our finals in this stupid subject… And as always, after taking the exam, the guilt of not studying as hard as you can settles in and annoys me!!! You know!!! The things everyone says after a quiz/exam that was really hard: “If only I studied harder, I could’ve aced it.” I’ve said those lines a million times already… DAMN!!! Good thing this guilt trip only lasts for about 24 hours!!!

After my final exams, I quickly went home to change clothes, because I was going to play badminton with my classmates!!! 9 was our dismissal and 9 am was our call time!!! Good thing I finished the exam quickly!!

Off we went, only Pai knew where. The rest of us were clueless but we could’ve cared less, because we were all seated comfortably getting a free ride!! (One of the perks of being Pai’s friend….bwahahaha)

So picture me out, all geared up, with my racket on my one hand and a shuttlecock on the other. But then as soon as feet touched the hard court, reality suddenly settled in. and I just realized that behind my enthusiasm and excitement, I freakin’ didn’t know how to play badminton!!! What was I gonna do?

My first opponent: Ness. She’s meek, dainty and probably slow. This is going to be easy. I can probably take her… so I thought!!! So there I was playing badminton with Ness!!! Swoosh!!! (swinging my racket)… surprise surprise all I hit was air!!! Swoosh!!! (swinging harder) and again nothing!!! This continued for about 10 minutes before I could get the hang out of things…. 10 minutes more passed and out of frustration and humiliation, I just opted to sit down, be the scorer and watch the others play


laura's version of a backhand!!!


20 minutes later. I had enough courage to start playing again… this time I picked laura to be my opponent. Her game with ness just ended, so I was thinking she doesn’t have that much stamina, she must already be tired… well I guessed wrong, she kicked my butt (big time)

So I sucked in plying badminton… big deal!!! I suck at every sport I play anyways… I’m not a jock (obviously) but the bad part of it is… I’m the only one I know who sucks at playing badminton. Some of my classmates are so good (SD and Jelo) they were invited to play doubles with some of they people in the other courts. They lost…. But my point still stands!!!

After almost two hours of playing badminton, we headed out to Pai’s place to eat lunch ( it was bad enough that we always use her car wherever we go, but to go to her place and eat for free is a whole different issue… I had not the face to look at her.) anyways, lunch was great…. It was a complete meal. (No wonder Pai’s so healthy *peace*)
 
posted by michael at 10:25 PM .

Wednesday, May 19, 2004


Sunday, May 16

I’ve been really caught up with this song by Maria Mena: “You’re the only one”…. I’ve been humming its tune for two weeks now, and I’ve been looking for its lyrics ever since! I miss my PC!!! I miss my Kazaa!!!!

You're The Only One

Well, I saw you with you hands above your head,
spinning around, trying not to look down,
but you did, and you fell, hard on the ground.

Then you stumbled round for a good ten minutes,
And I sayd I`ve never seen anyone look so dumb before
And you laughed and sayd "I still know how to turn you on though"

And you are the only one who,
drags me, kickin and screamin trough fast dreams.
And you are the only one who,
Knows exactly what I need

And I probably forgot to tell you this like the time when I forgot to tell you
About the scar, remember how unconfortable that made you feel
See you`re not what I expected, but you`re the only one who knows how to
Handle me, and you`re such a great kisser, and I know that you agree.

And you are the only one who,
drags me, kickin and screamin trough fast dreams.
And you are the only one who,
Knows exactly what I need

I hope you can forgive me for that time when I put my hand between you`re legs and sayd it was
small, cause it`s really not at all.
I guess there`s just a part of me that likes to bring you down just to keep you around,
Cause the day you realize how amaizing you are, you`re gonna leave me!

repeat chorus


 
posted by michael at 5:37 PM .

Thursday, May 13, 2004


its been a week since i last posted... our freakin PC is busted!!!! feel my agony!!! ok, i already have my students liscense and i'm practicing my mom's old car... which is manual btw... so with my mom, i've been driving around the block and getting the hang of things... i think i'm still not ready for the open road... the thought of myself driving alone on the open road really scares me... but i've been practicing everyday so give me time... and i'll get the hang of it!!!!

tomorrow is the last day of summer classes (hhhuuurrraaayyy!!!)and i'm really excited with the whole EK thing... this tuesday!!! first time with my classmates... and is a first time for some of my classmates...

i'm going to play badminton with my classmates this coming monday... i'm excited in a weird way... weird in a sense that i'm i'm almost broke and i'm living off my my daily allowance!!! added by the fact that i'm really not that good at playing badminton!!! ok, i'm going to be really honest, I DONT KNOW HOW TO PLAY BADMINTON!!! i'm going to admitt it before anybody sees me play!!! this will save me from a lot of sarcastic remarks from pai and tiff

note to self: watch the following movies (shrek 2, troy, and confessions of a teenage drama queen)
 
posted by michael at 4:30 PM .

Friday, May 07, 2004


I just got home from the Land Transportation office (kalookan branch).... I was supposedly going to get my students licenses... But unfortunately, my good friend (tiff), forgot to tell me to bring my birth certificate!!! Bummer!!! Anyways, I'm going back there next Tuesday!!! I'm really pumped up with the whole Ek thing!!!! I hope it pushes through!!!! Can't wait for may 18....

Just a thought

for three weeks, I've been wishing for my summer classes to end, but lately, I have this weird feeling of regret because I only have a week of summer classes left!!!! The irony!!! I'm starting to enjoy my summer classes.... My classmates, the people I hangout with, and yes, even the subject and the prof!!!! I'm actually getting used to it!! Weird ayt? The thought of my summer classes ending and seeing myself doing nothing at home, really is depressive!!! Even at weekends, I'm at this gray area of feeling good, because I have nothing to worry about, but at the same time, I feel very bored and useless!!! hmmmm....
 
posted by michael at 4:30 PM .