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Saturday, August 21, 2004


The day that was!!

in preparation for our preliminary exams and being the responsible students that we are, *yes we are resonsible* we decided not to embark on our usual Friday badminton escapade. Yes, for two whole weeks I didn't get any form of physical exercise whatsoever *obviously something I badly need* but now that our prelim exams are over, we decided to relive our Friday badminton escapade, thanks to our manager, Pai.

I badly needed to do something physically productive, as I felt that every last pound I lost for the past three months creeping back. And besides, after seeing my test results, I saw badminton or hitting a stupid shuttlecock as hard as I can over the net as a very reliable sport to release all those build up tension and frustrations acquired from two weeks of hell.

after badminton, leah and I ate at burger king. It was a bad decision on my part as I still have to attend my PE 30 minutes later. Now (advance) volleyball is another tiring sport. All those running, spiking and blocking really took a toll on my stomach as I had to forcefully regurgitate almost half of what I ate at burger king. Anyways, we won, again.

note to self: work on serve (badminton and volleyball)

Song for the moment: (dont ask me why)


Vindicated
(dashboard confessional)

Hope dangles on a string
Like slow spinning redemption
Winding in and winding out
The shine of it has caught my eye
And roped me inSo mesmerizing, so hypnotizing
I am captivated, I am

{Chorus}

Vindicated
I am selfish
I am wrong
I am right
I swear I'm right
I swear I knew it all along
And I am flawed
But I am cleaning up so well
I am seeing in me now the things you swore you saw yourself
So clearLike the diamond in your ring
Cut to mirror your intention
Oversized and overwhelmed
The shine of which has caught my eye
And rendered me
So isolated, so motivated
I am certain now that I am

{Chorus}

So turn
Up the corners of your lips
Part them and feel my finger tips
Trace the moment, fall forever
Defense is paper thin
Just one touch and I'd be in
Too deep now to ever swim against the current
So let me slip away (3x)
So let me slip against the current
So let me slip away (4x)

{Chorus}

My hope
dangles on a string
Like slow spinning redemption...

 
posted by michael at 10:37 AM .

Monday, August 16, 2004


Thought overload!!

three days of doing absolutely nothing almost sucked out every last inch of my sanity!! The joys of sitting... I mean lounging on the couch while watching TV has simply vanished, as I was yearning to do something productive, something other than studying!! So for the pass three days my imagination flew, weird thoughts came out of nowhere and caught me off guard thus leading me to question my own sanity!!!

here are some of my thoughts (the sane ones):

the opening ceremonies of the Olympic games was really a spectacle worth watching!! Compared to the last Olympic games, the opening ceremonies this time, was shorter with only a few of those production numbers that I really thought was "Broadway-ish." *excuse the bad pun* nonetheless it was breathe-taking. But considering that the games are being held in Athens, Greece, the birth place of the first Olympics, watching it gave this great sense of history, feeling that you are a part of something so ancient and so important to the world. I just wish we'll win a gold medal or at least a bronze for God's sake!!

.......nutcase.......

I just recently finished reading Paulo Coelho's novel "Eleven Minutes,"and let me tell you something, never have I read a book with so much sexual context. From cover to cover it was filled with sex. Word per word, the story was very vivid, now im very imaginative and I don't think guys should read this book in public *wink*. A lot of people would have thought that the book was a romance novel, it probably is, if you're a die hard romantic. But for someone like me, a person who reads between the line more than he should, I could basically interpret the book as somewhat sexually inspired. And it actually is, considering that the word "orgasm" is mentioned more than the word "love." but generally the book was fantastic!! It was subtle in writing yet profound in meaning. Subtle in a sense that it was simple enough to be read by a teenager like myself and it wasn't shocking or offensive to a conservative reader. It was profound in a sense that the depth of the context was really something to ponder about!!

PERSONA: prostitute (Maria)
THEME: sex should not be a taboo!!
UNDERLYING THEME: how to make a woman reach orgasm!!! hehehe...
CONFLICT: man vs himself

I suggest that this book should be read by someone really conservative.... Someone like grace or ness or ARA!! It should give them this whole new idea on life, love, and sex.
......nutcase......

phew!! That's probably it for now. I have too many thoughts, and I don't think I can write them all just because most of them are highly irrational and senseless!! three days doing nothings can do this to a person... :p

 
posted by michael at 10:18 AM .

Sunday, August 08, 2004


LIFE!!! Aint it a BITCH??!!

could my life get any shittier?? *excuse my bad metaphor* seriously, cuz if it could and it does, then it wouldn't be long until you guys attend my wake!! forgive my overly pessimistic thoughts, im just depressed and very much hostile at the moment!! BIOCHEM does this to you....

reasons why im *bleeping* depressed!!
1. Home: a breeding ground for animosity and anxiety!!
2. School: one word STRESS!!!
3. Money *or the lack of it*
4. Lovelife *or the absence of one*
5. BIOCHEM

cheer me up please!!! use the comment box....



 
posted by michael at 11:29 PM .