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Wednesday, March 31, 2004


yehey!!!!! pasado ako....la lang.... really happy.... really thought i would fail at least three subjects.... hehehehe.... i thought wrong!

btw.... just uploaded some pics.... scroll down! tnx to pai and lele!
 
posted by michael at 4:30 PM .

Sunday, March 28, 2004


Now what?

Ok! So its summer… I’m already starting to feel the heat! And at the same time I’m beginning to feel bored! When I say bored, I mean really bored! Damn! The week after my finals… I was really loaded and busy, but know, I’m broke and I have no plans of doing anything… I’m practically a bum! And a very lazy one, I might add…. Never thought I’d say this, but I miss going to class….. I miss my classmates!

Just a thought!

There is a very thin line between being sane or insane… and I think I’m on the borderline! Can thinking and daydreaming too much, mean you’re insane? Cuz if it is, then I think I am insane! It’s practically what I do everyday… lounge around, listen to the radio, and daydream! I have a very imaginative mind. And there are no limits to what I can think or make up vividly!

Back when I was very young, I always play around with my hands and fingers. I’d always imagine that my fingers were animated beings with life of their own, pretending they were comic character or something, and I’d make up elaborate stories, playing around and amusing myself…. I’d do it so much, that it almost became a routine! Weird! Right? That was then, now I think it’s really childish! But daydreaming is still, and will forever be something I do! Now, I don’t just daydream about things that far fetch and fictional, I think and I think a lot! I think about things that might happen… But for the most part, I think of things that can never be undone (what would happen if I did this instead of doing what I did?). Don’t get me wrong, I’m not the least resentful of what I do, but like everybody else, I always think “What if….?” What if I did this or that? Would things change?

When I daydream or think real hard, I always think of the good things! Daydreaming is free, so why let yourself be clouded with negativity by thinking of stuff that will leave you depressed? But being optimistic has its burdens… When I think positively of someone or something that I wish would happen, I always end up saying “It’s too good to be true”, “Nah… that’s impossible” or “It’s never gonna happen”. So, I end up thinking pessimistically and feeling depressed! Hmmm…

Just a thought! Hope it made sense…. Feedbacks pls.
 
posted by michael at 5:42 PM .

Friday, March 26, 2004


my song for the moment!!!!! damn!!!!

Out Of My League

It's her hair and her eyes today
that just simply take me away
and the feeling that i'm falling further in love
makes me shiver, but in a good way

All the times i have sat and stared
as she thoughtfully thumbs through her hair
as she purses her lips
bats her eyes
and she plays with me
sitting there, slack-jawed and nothing to say

[Chorus:]
Cos i love her with all that i am
and my voice shakes
along with my hands

Cos she's all that i see and she's all that i need
and i'm out of my league once again

It's a masterful melody
when she calls out my name to me
as the world spins around her
she laughs, rolls her eyes
and i feel like i'm falling
but it's not surprise

[Chorus]

Cos it's frightening to be
swimming in this strange sea
but i'd rather be here than on land

yes she's all that i see
and she's all that i need
and i'm out of my league
 
posted by michael at 3:00 PM .

Thursday, March 25, 2004


The week that was!!!!!
Thursday

Woke up at 8! Just saw myself in the mirror …. Tangina ang laki ng initim ko! Tpos biglang ang sakit ng katawan ko! Para akong galling ng gym for the first time… ganun yung sakit!

Hera, my best friend texted me... sila na daw ni Jason… classmate nyang kamukha ni Harry Potter! Ang weird kse tagal na nyang crush yon! Tpos biglng nagging sila! At least it’s a sign that she’s really over her ex! Anyways… pagod na ako sa kaka-type! Bukas nalng ulet!

Wednesday


orgy!???!!!??!!


Wala ganun din nangyari… I was the first to wake up…. Really thought everybody would wake up late… but as soon as I stood up, Tiff followed then everybody woke up!

Basically did the same thing the day before... we ate breakfast (corn beef and scrambled eggs)…. Sarap! Tpos swimming ulet!

Games we played in the pool:

“Flying Marina” (Itapon si Tiff)


“Chicken Fight” (Lele vs Nina)

“Gapangan” (isipin nyo nalang kung ano yon!)


nag-lunch kami ng mga 3 na! tpos umahon na kmi…. Kse dumating na si Supertom!

We left the villa at around 5 …. It was really a sad moment for me! I was having so much fun, I didn’t want to leave! We arrived at manila at 7:30 . nandun na kagad sundo ni Lele, tpos si Pai umalis na kagad! Pero kaming 5 natira, nag-Mcdo muna! From 7:30 – 10:30 nag-stay kmi sa mcdo…kwentuhan ulet… wla pa kseng gusting umuwi!

Sinabay ko na silang sa taxi! Isa-isa binaba… sa May daw Enchanted Kingdom! Sana sumama na si Leah and Jenny!

Tuesday

I woke up at 5 am… immediately started packing… left home around 6:30 because our call time was at 7 sharp, and so I thought! I was wickedly cramming just to arrive on time and I did, but in the process I left my cell at home…when I got to UST, only Lele and Nina were there. Others like Pai, Rhezi and SD arrived before 7:30. But Tiff, the person who set the call time at 7 sharp, arrived a quarter before 8! How Ironic…hehehe! Tiff, Pai, Rhezi, Lele, Nina, SD, and I were off to Laguna. Tnx to pai’s supertom! (dami namin noh?)

So ayon… we were looking for a private pool, and we got one for a really low price. Villa Leah, the place we rented was really nice. First of all the place was huge, it had two air-conditioned rooms, a Gazebo, two comfort rooms, two shower rooms, and a large clean partially covered pool that has small fountains from all the side that squirts hot spring water!…. And to think there were only seven of us!

The moment we got there, Tiff and Lele went off to the market! It took them almost three hours to buy food! Nobody swam because we were waiting for them, we didn’t realize that the market was 1 hour away from our villa! As soon as Lele and Tiff got back, we immediately started cooking some pork chops, BBQ style! Yummy… after eating, everybody went to the pool and swam their hearts out, except for me... I wasn’t feeling good, besides the insufficient sleep hours, I really felt I was going down with something! But, thanks to Tiff (aka “Marina”) SD and Pai, who were both pushing and pulling at the same time… I was forced (as in tinulak at hinila) into jumping in the pool!

So everybody was in the pool (when I say everybody, I mean kaming “pito”) we were playing games, laughing and having fun! Everybody can swim so nobody was left behind… but Tiff (aka “Marina”) was on a level on her own… she could swim like fish and by the length of time she was underwater, I really thought she had gills! Hehehe…

So the whole day, we were swimming and playing around. There were still times that we were all by the stairs, and were seriously talking about something or someone (e.g. Gav and Ali) it was really nice, because everybody had an opinion and said something (pati sila SD, Rhezi at Nina nagsasalita) by this time napaos na ako!

By 6:30 we started cooking our dinner: Sinigang na Baboy! (Actually si Lele lang talaga, nang-gulo lang kmi nila Tiff and Pai)

Lele: ok naba yung sabaw?
Pai: gusto ko maasim.
Ako: ako rin! Dagdagan nyo pa ng tubig!
Tiff: ok na yan… bka mawala pa yung kulo eh… tatagal pa
(pagkalipas ng ilang minuto)
Ako: tignan mo ang konti ng sabaw!
Lele: sino ba ang ma-sabaw ditto
(lahat nag taas ng kamay)
Ako: lahat naman pala mahilig sa sabaw eh… dagdagan pa ng tubig!
Tiff: tatagal pa eh… bka mawala yung kulo!
Ako: dagdagan pa ng sampaloc..
Lele and Tiff: hwag na bka umasim…
(ganito kmi nag-luto ng sinigang na baboy… kontrahan ng kontrahan until lahat kmi satisfied na sa lasa)

After eating, obviously we were swimming again! Siguro mga quarter to ten tsaka lang kmi isa-isa umahon…. By 11:30 we were already sleepy. There were two rooms, the other one was bigger than the other and had a really big bed… but the smaller room only had a queen size bed but the aircon was cooler. So we decided to sleep in the smaller room… pero syempre bago matulog kwentuhan muna tsaka laro ng baraha! Unjustly but randomly chosen, three of us (Lele, Pai and Nina) slept on the bed while the rest (Marina, Rhezi, SD, and I) slept on a mattress on the floor. Ang weird kse may isa pa namng kwarto… pero dun pa rin kmi natulog sa lapag!

Monday

I came home from the debut at around 3 a.m., slept pass 4 and woke up at around 7. I only had three hours sleep, but I was not at all feeling tired or sleepy when I woke up! I did nothing the whole day… but I decided to go with the class in Laguna.

Sunday

So my phone conversation with Trix ended up with her convincing me, more like forcing me, to attend Cheska’s debut at the Traders Hotel. Cheska is the sister of a close friend of mine, Katrina. At first I didn’t want to come, because I wasn’t really close with Cheska, even though I was invited. But I decided to attend because Trix wasn’t going to attend if I wasn’t going to attend. That made Katrina furious, so she called me up and begged me to attend. The debut was nice and simple. But it was nothing compared to katrina’s debut. But anyways, I had fun even though I was basically talking to two people (trix and Katrina) the whole night.

But earlier that afternoon, tiff (classmate) called me up, asking if was going to come with the class to laguna. (before it was Calatagan) I said I really wasn’t sure, but I asked her how many were coming and who they were. She said nine already said “YES.” I told her I was going to text her if I was going, because I wasn’t really sure if I wanted to come, with only nine people coming and whom I was not closely affiliated with.


Trix and 3na


Saturday

Ok! So basically the whole day I absolutely did nothing! I was either watching TV, listening to radio or reading a book. A good friend of mine called up (Trix) it’s been a month since I last talked to her… She had a lot of stories to tell, especially about her new boyfriend! It was really weird because I always see her as someone who’ll forever be a single or something…. Because before, she seems to be this person who can never really commit because she can never be contented and is always searching for her perfect guy! And to actually hear her telling stories about her new guy and how in-love she is, gave me “Goosebumps.” Call me an overprotective friend or something, but I really think that my friend is too good for him, and I’m sensing a really “bad vibe.” Anyways, I can never really tell what’s going to happen… but like I always say “Hope for the best, Expect the worst.”


 
posted by michael at 6:04 PM .

Thursday, March 18, 2004


finals are over....Shit! Summer na!

just finished all my final exams... Think I did good! Anyway... Summer has officially started.... For me anyways!Most of my classmates still have to take their chem exams... I only have less than a month to spend my vacation cuz I have to take my STUPID chem this summer....(major shit!)... my section (2C) is going to calatagan this monday... I still haven't decided if im going with them...
 
posted by michael at 1:43 PM .

Monday, March 15, 2004


hell week is over.... finals week starts!

god! just as hell ended, finals weeks begins! phew... i really cant write anything, no time.... must study!
 
posted by michael at 9:12 AM .

Saturday, March 06, 2004


weekends should be the time wherein you rest and take a break from whatever it is you are doing (working or studying).... but lately, "weekends" is accompanied by this stigma of boredom and more work! hmmmm... really makes you think... im the kind of person that enjoys the weekends, but not lately! it seems that weekends are just extra time where you spend time studying for a quiz or do a project or something else (a prolonged lunchbreak)... what ever happened to those good old days? its been more than a month since i last went out.... really annoys me!
 
posted by michael at 3:04 PM .


ehemmm.... got this idea form a friend of mine! this blog "thingy" seems a good activity to waste my time...(something im really good at) well here goes.......

ok... let me tell you something about myself... call me "NUTCASE!" im 19 (turning 20). im taking up psychology at UST... actually, i dont want to give much information about myself, as you will have this idea of my personality when you read what i write...

lets start.... well today! hmmmm.... is a weird day! right now, it seems that this day would never end! had a 7-10 am class then a 5 1/2 hour break, then i have a 2 hour class from 3-5! (really frustrating) my day started fine enough... had a quiz... i passed (barely) but things are starting to get boring.. and this 5 1/2 hour break is not helping! dont wanna go home cuz my STUPID sister has her friends over... ahhhhh whenever her friends are at our house... i really feel alienated! imagine feeling alienated in your own home! it makes me really.... nevermind! so im here at an internet cafe (bootcamp) doing nothing and will probably be with no one by the end of this internet session... cuz my friends needs to finish a report or something! really HATE my STUPID sister! (talk about Brooding! Hehehe...)

if i had the power to do things my way! i would go home right now, read a book, while listening to the radio, waiting to fall asleep! but i have no such power over my own life... go figure! dont want to go to class anymore... i really not that motivated! but the fact that im failing almost all my subjects is motivation enough for me! people say i need to set a goal... the thing is, i have a goal! achieving that goal is another thing! they said i need an inspiration... had one, it worked for while but inspirations can end up eating your motivation! so right now, im stuck! im just waiting for something to happen...

thats it for the mean time! phew... my first entry!
 
posted by michael at 2:27 PM .